C03-A habit that you wish you didn't have

I have two actually, that I wish I can kick it away.

The first one would be, procrastination. I mean seriously. For certain things I can make a proper plan, followed by execution and really sticking to the timeline. But for some, no matter how good I planned, I tend to almost always procrastinate. I wanted to do so many things at one time and at the same time I did none. I am punctual when meeting people though, but to get things done, it would take huge effort from me, just to stay on track.

I know it is lame, but it is really my Achilles heel. If I kick out this habit, I can be more efficient, then I can get more items done. I know it’s good to have a break, wind down once in a while, but for me the once is too many.  

I am not only talking about procrastinating at work, at home as well. I have this few stuffs that should have some kind of rack to put on it. Have been planning to buy a proper piece of furniture to place them, but till today, those things are still laying on the floor….Haish…….

learn spanish is one of those things...

The second is this 'tak apa' attitude. If I miss something, (say work opportunity or some other life's opportunity) I would not be very upset, instead I always believe that if its meant to be mine, it will be. On one part, that kind of attitude help me not to focus too much of the issue, and be more laid back compared to some other people that I knew. However, I can be seen as someone that is lacking of effort, if all the things are treated that way. I wish I can learn how to balance between letting go and holding on and being persistent.

Its alright... the ice is only melting...