Thursday, September 30, 2010


Its dark outside, the weather has not been kind these past few days. And each day I think I am feeling more like the weather, all dark and gloomy. People seemed to shun away from me. I am actually good at driving people away. Not blaming anybody but I noticed that these past few years I drove many people out of my life.

I am the type that won't work hard in a relationship (meaning friends only). I'll initiate a few meet, but after a while when people keep bailing me out, I walked away. I did not tried to mend whatever that needs to be mend. Same at work I guess. People don't tell me stuffs, people did not come and find me to gossip. I'll be the last one to know about anything, promotions, moves, who is dating who etc...
  • friend who is doing Masters passed by a set of questionnaire to the rest of the girls, but not to me
  • my movie buddy no longer ask me to go out for movie with them
I drove people away and darn good at that. So what are you still doing here?


  1. Jeet,
    Maybe you're not as good in driving people away because else.. what am I doing here, right? :)

    It's ok to feel gloomy now and then. It shows that we still care :)

  2. Wise words, Aida. Hey, I think we all drive people away. Think about this. Are the people that walk away our true sahabahs or just fair weather friends?

  3. Jeet dear, you are not chasing them away. Its just that you have not found true friends yet. Happy hunting yea.

  4. what am i doing here? ooo.. halau yek? i tak kira.. i'm staying here!

  5. chicas, thanks for the kind words, sometimes at this age rejection is even harder to deal with, thanks for the support,

    i bound to have one of these days..thanks again :)

  6. ala cedih.... meh sini mai amarika bawak kicap.. nanti kaktek tolong popok sampai tertido...

  7. thanks to internet. I come and go as I please unnoticed. hahahhaa.

    I was a friend person but getting pretty bad at it now


“Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you." ~ William Arthur Ward...

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