Thursday, February 8, 2018

Cerita Air Freight

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wa barakatuh...

Yesterday I finally did something constructive (kind off..hehe). In my air freight, I packed the biggest suitcase with what I thought was mostly work clothes, but when I opened it, only 1 or 2 tops was in there. The rest is my huge tudung collection. (way too much I'm telling you..) and to make things worse, the suitcase smells, and odd smell, bau hapak maybe, but alhamdulillah not all. 

So during lunch time, I sorted the clothes, turns out 2 huge piles to be washed and since my washing machine is still somewhere in the Gulf of Guinea, I have no choice but to bring to the self service laundry. So there I was at 5.30pm, tercongok kat dobi basuh baju. Well, one step in the right direction..hehe. 

I did the folding while watching 'pakcik' and co at 7pm. There is still a huge mess in the living room, but I am giving myself another day to live with it. Taking procrastination to the max...huhuhu...

Gambatte kudasai! you can do it!.

Till next time, wassalam.  

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Lafazkan Kalimah Cintamu

Salam,

I think I'm going to consistently blog again..for obvious reason. Hehe.

I am now hooked on this drama. I don't have Astro since I don't think its worth the money, but I got hooked on this drama after 1 month stay at the hotel. The thing is, this is a typical malay drama with over the top crazy rich family with their own family issues, nothing new. Its just another novel turned drama by this writer, which is not my favourite as her story are always elaborate and heavily dramatized (nama pun fiksyen kannn..). I tried buying the book, but the review is horrible in MPH website hence I passed. So why did I got hooked?

I think mainly because of the soundtrack. Lagu Siti memang berhantu, and the fact they chose an old song, but somehow related to the story line, that actually impressed me. Melodramatic ballad as soundtrack is a big pull factor for viewer like me..hahaha..Also I think Nelydia Senrose played the part well (just googled who actually acted, never can tell her apart from Uqasha :P) . The dialogues are funny, a bit hyperbolic but funny. I can now understand the bad ratings and comments about the book using childish language. Well, I wouldn't want to read a book with language standard not at par as well (which is why I've not read the Twilight trilogy, bahasa budak-budak sangat). But when it comes to drama, definitely I can tolerate that as that's how informal we are anyway.

I wanted to binge watch over the weekend, but I am not that patient. I actually watched the live stream last night..hahaha. Bila dah emo, macam-macam boleh jadi. See if I can hold the temptation tonight.

Till tomorrow. Daa... Wassalam. 

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

One Month in Miri!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wa barakatuh..

As planned. I managed to leave PHC on 6th Dec last year. The whole transfer progress was smooth, alhamdulillah. Allah really make it easy for me. Now I am posting from Miri, my new base. Already moved into the house after a month of staying in the hotel. For the past one month, I've been going back and forth all over Miri town sorting things out for the house. Just received the air freight yesterday. Bought some new furniture and stuffs since I knew that the sea shipment will only come in realistically end March.

There's few hiccup already and I am tired. Tired of following up. The dining table was delivered with wrong set of chairs, so they took back the chair and I am just too tired to call and ask when is the right chair coming in. The gas stove is not working, gas was discharged but does not ignite. The service man is not yet available. Again I was too lazy to call and follow up but alhamdullillah today somebody from the shop call. Hopefully they will be able to send someone this week.

I left my air freight right smack in the living room, all taken out and halfway sorted. These past two days, I was sooooo tired, I didn't do much actually, nothing physical at work either. I guess I am at the tipping point. I am drained. I have been moving around with thousands (lebih la kan..) things going through my head. The weekend before I moved in, I had to spend time waiting and following up on 7 deliveries/appointment.

So this is how it feels living alone...... When I moved to PHC, I had a good support system, the Malaysians are ever willing to help, the rest of the Asians are available as well. I was not alone. I had my nanny with me as well. This time, I am really really alone. I can't ask for help, as I am new to this place and all the people are busy with their own things. If I'm in KL, I'll have my siblings that can help me out. Don't get me wrong, I like it here. Its just that this whole moving and setting up new place thing is really tiring.. and to make things worst, I have to do it all by myself. I really have to think through what to buy, how to put things up, what else do I need, arrange the timing, sneak out during lunch time just to buy an iron and all kinds of other stuffs. Sedih pun ada kena buat semua sendiri. Maybe because I'm on my menstrual right now that I am a little bit emotional. Maybe thats it. This too shall pass.

I'll let the things bersepah in the living room for another few days. Anyhow I still need to get things sorted. Aku jugak yang semak tengok nanti, bukan orang lain... nasib badan.

And to think that this is going to be the my life pattern for every 4 years to come, I have to suck it up and soldier on. This too shall pass. I have no hope in getting married, I am still hoping to meet that special someone, but my head gets the better of me. At this point in time, it would be a miracle if I ever meet someone and get married. So as pathetic as it seems, this is my life, embrace it.

Ok, enough whining. Simpan untuk lain hari pulak. Wassalam.